Every Time A New Character

Every time I get involved into new work, I am so into it that once the work is done I feel from within, ‘Ya I should do something more on it’. And after few days all done.

When I get into drawing I feel if I keep it up I can be a good artist. But then repeatedly drawing for some days having this feeling, I get it that, ‘the deeper I dig the worst it gets’.Its not just the feeling that fades off, I even get bored with it. It happens in every case be it Writing, Designing, Painting, Playing games….but not studying (I think even my inner self knows it can’t be helped in studies, boringness do apply here too). The thrill that this feeling gives is something in which ‘Patience’ can nowhere be seen, rush for the talent.  

Every time a new character, that’s what it is. Sometime I feel that not just the character that has changed, even attitude changes. God knows how much character I have lived in or be living in.

Does this happen to anyone else? He knows. But I am happy at least this feeling doesn’t fades off.  

Even while writing these line I had a character on, that say ‘keep writing u can be good at it’..lol

Was And Is

Was once most obedient, smart, tidy....

 All that is remaining is just the word ‘WAS’......

Even my mom once came out with same topic in air.......she said to me “We praised u a lot, so I think u got out of your mind. These days it seems you are more spoiled then you brothers (in terms of discipline and habits).”

Fine, so, now am lazy (need more time to sleep), can’t spare time to clean my place (cupboard, bed, table...), “time and work coordination” is an alien topic in my life, DOESNT PLAY ANY SORT OF GAME or even exercise -  so am physically weak... I actually don’t do anything rather than sleeping, watching movies, playing computer games, surfing net, blah-blah....

In this stage of my life if I explain myself-‘I am useless creep, who got to do a lot of things in life to return to the track at the end of which it’s written “YOU REACHED YOU GOAL” ’.

To start with I have made certain amendments to the time management that govern my life. Starting with my all time favourite interest like sketching, writing (trying to make it my interest), playing ...to be done regularly so as to generate something unique within. Then comes the study thing, to be done daily for few hrs at least (fingers crossed). The amendment goes on and on...

Let hope, not all the ‘WAS’ but ones that I liked to turn out to be ‘IS’........

Hope a happy turn-on ahead....